12.27.2009

College.

I'm ready.
To start anew, be challenged, bring change. To have fun, be an adult, be a college-aged kid, and be responsible. To meet people, be poured into, and pour into new people. To work, hard.

And I'm not.
i'm slightly scared out of my wits at the thought of an entirely new group of friends, leaving what i've known for the past eighteen years, at not belonging, at being challenged with things in which i'm sure to fail, and be transformed into someone my "old" friends don't recognize, or even more, don't like.

Oh, how invigoratingly scary transition and change can be.

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